I don’t know how to say it but I have these thoughts in my head and they’re messy and loud and they don’t make any sense but they’re there. And they’re all about you. Every second of every day, it’s you. It’s like I can’t function without having you there. I can’t think, I can’t breathe, I can’t speak without you being there, like even the thought of you keeps me safe. I know it sounds crazy but you’re a part of me and I don’t think I can ever get you out. I don’t think I want to.